Ben falls quiet for a moment, thinking about that. It shouldn't be a hard question, but it is.

"I have things here I haven't had for years back home. Like regularly running water, and a soft bed," he says, shrugging as if that's just how life is. "But then..." Yeah this isn't easy. Not for him, and not to put this out there for someone new. "Anyone talked to you about how really nuts this place can be?"